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esteele78259   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

 in response to hereforuuu...   im doing gd at being a good father an working my but off to get no where but im trying
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esteele78259   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

hello everyone and god bless an i was wondering if anyone was in good with the car charity an could help me out to get a car? thanks again an god bless
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esteele78259   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

hello everyone and god bless an i was wondering if anyone was in good with the car charity an could help me out to get a car? thanks again an god bless
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esteele78259   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

hello everyone and god bless an i was wondering if anyone was in good with the car charity an could help me out to get a car? thanks again an god bless
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esteele78259   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

u kn i really dont want someone to give me money but i do wish someone was well enough off to loan me 3000 to 5000 an would an let me pay it back like a hundred dollars a month till its done heck id probly pay 7500 back for 5000 now even thow that would take like 7 yrs it would save me though an thats all that matters
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esteele78259   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

i could use some of that free money to pay bills or buy a car to help provide better for my family there all i got
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esteele78259   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

 in response to mariebenj1...   ok i will
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esteele78259   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

 in response to mariebenj1...   my new baby is making me try harder than ever an i am doing my best not to fail for him god bless u an thank u
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esteele78259   in reply to esteele78259   on

not giving up

 in response to Inspiration...   we could use any help u would offer we are currently staying in a small 2 bed room apt with 5 adults an 3 teenage kids and my baby i dont have alot of money we do have food thats about it cause the people we are staying with ihas food stamps so im not sure what ever u feel comfertibale giving u i woul realy apreciate it an god bless u thank u
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esteele78259   in reply to esteele78259   on

not giving up

had to put a picture of his first taste of sugar blue iceing lol
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not giving up

why does life have to be so hard and suck so bad i mean i dont think im a bad guy i dont do drugs i work every day and i spend all my free time with my newborn baby zaiden my grirlfriend said were already attached at the hip lol my girlfriend is pretty lazy she dont do more than she has to its like pulling teeth to get her to get up and make my lunch an coffee in the morning she hardly gets up with the baby in the night the baby is 3 wks old an he dont have wic yet ive been tryin to buy his formula an hes a pig heck he came home at 6 lbs an 11 ounces the other day i steeped on the scale an i weight 138 then she handed me the baby an we weighed 150 so hes gained 4 0r 5 lbs in 3 wks she let her food stamps lapse cause she didnt go an reapply she wont get out an look for a job or nothing i done told here if i have to do it all i will leave her an do it all myself i have nothing but bad luck on women an everything why cant i find a gd one that puts out as much effort as i do life probly wouldnt be so hard i just seem to atract them my ex wife was the same way except see was a lot smarter this one give me a beautiful baby boy and she if very faithful thats all shes got going on for her my mouth is killing me right now from my teeth i ended up going to jail friday nioht on an rtv from probation i blew off my probation cause my probastion officer was gonna have me locked up cause i dont have my fines paid off an was supost to go the 25 0r 26 of july an my son was born the 27 i would of been in jail when my son was born for being poor an broke so i didnt show then friday night i when to walmart with a friend he got pulled over i went to jail well i got a couple real friends at work i found one signed for me an the other put up the money to get me out i couldnt belive it i thougt i was gonna have to sit in the till the 27 of september an loose my job an everything boy i could of kissed them oh well im just wineing i guess im still trying i havent giving up yet just keep fighting an praying oh ya when i went to jail someone called social services on us 2nd time since the baby has been born the social worker showed up with a cop while i was in jail an pam an the baby wasnt her now tommorrow we have a home visit with her someone said pam was beating the baby and it was bleeding just stupid stuff i talked to her on the phone to day an i made sure i was gonna be here when she comes by an i told her that after this home visit i hope she quits listening to this person cause there just out to hurt us an the baby i dont let pam take care of anything over the baby i take him to all of his doctors apointments i take care everytime cps of social services shows up im not letting anyone take this baby from me no way no how
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esteele78259   in reply to SysBot   on

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 in response to esteele78259...   oh ya thanks for the prayer an remark on my baby thanks again
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esteele78259   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

 in response to mariebenj1...   i kn im tring my hardest just seems like every were i turn is a brick wall i kn its just a test but god plz i could use a little break just somthing to fall in to place for once insted of blowing up
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my grilfriend and i are struggling kinda stayin here or there no home my internet access is very limited so i havent been on in a while we got kicked out of where we were staying a wk and a half before she had the baby so now we are staying with some friends and have a 2wk old baby boy named zaiden chase steele he was born on yhe 27 of july other than him being born healthy life is not going to well and i have paradonal disease an my mouth hurt most of the time
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esteele78259  

drowning

im drowning
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Aidpage Open Letter: im drowning

To the attention of:

Barack Obama, US President;
Rick Perry, Governor of Texas;
US Senators from Texas: John Cornyn, Kay Bailey Hutchison;
US Representatives from Texas: Al Green, Blake Farenthold, Charles A. Gonzalez, Chet Edwards, Eddie Bernice Johnson, Francisco R. Canseco, Gene Green, Henry Cuellar, Jeb Hensarling, Joe Barton, John Abney Culberson, John R. Carter, K. Michael Conaway, Kay Granger, Kenny Marchant, Kevin Brady, Lamar Smith, Lloyd Doggett, Louie Gohmert, Mac Thornberry, Michael C. Burgess, Michael T. McCaul, Pete Olson, Pete Sessions, Ralph M. Hall, Randy Neugebauer, Ron Paul, Ruben Hinojosa, Sam Johnson, Sheila Jackson Lee, Silvestre Reyes, Ted Poe;
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to anyone that will listen im a welder in san antonio well china grove 87 rigsby ave well my girlfriend and i got evicted in febuary and we have been staying with friends but im paying them like 600 a month and u can tell there getting tired of sharing there house with us my job cut my hours cause where so slow and my girlfriend is 8 months pregnat and shes only been to the doctor like 3 times i havent had the money to get her there and are so called friends dont want to help we dont have much just a couple of cloths i dont want to loose my babe my ex wife done took 2 away from me when she left me and i let her it takes me like 2 1/2 hours to get to work bye bus and im supose to start school on july 6th at westen internatinol college, internet college and my laptop messed up and i let a guy take it home and he broke some stuff off the motherboard well i bought a motherboad for it on ebay cause i dont want to pay back the school loans and not get to go to school ive already been accepted but i never got the motherboard because my name isnt on the lease or he didnt send it or whatever the reason i know im drowning i thought i could fix it on my own but now i know i cant and i dont have no one to help me i have no car my girlfriend is getting ready to pop oh ya i have this terrible pain in my hole bottom jaw for about 3 weeks now my father when he was about my age his bottom jaw started diteriating and he had to have all hi teeth pulled and his jaw rebuilt i dont know but im scared that would be all i need well thanks for listening to my pitiful story

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